So in the last 90 days my entire life has change! New apartment, new hair, new friends, new job, new car, new new new new. And to be honest the first 30 days sucked hardcore, the next 30 days were manageable. The next 15 after were pretty good and well the last two weeks have rocked! I'm proud of me. I'm so overly proud of myself I can not express.



Adu

hallie

I'm working on many things and cleaning out my closet on many more things than one. I'm learning to live and let die. I believe in time right now.... that's about it. I'm 23 now, my hair is short....... and it's okay. Just okay. ......... give it time......a new page will turn.....

Your House lyrics
When you're on, I swear you're on.
You rip my heart right out.
You rip my heart right out.
I think the whole room can hear me clear my throat.
You rip my heart right out.
You rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
Then out of nowhere, put me right back there.
Rip my heart out, you rip my heart right out.
And we know what happens when we get to your house.
Rip my heart out, you'll rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, please don't, tell me now.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
I throw away everything I've written you.
Oh anything just keep my mind off of it, thinking how I had you once.
No, I can't forget that.
Sometimes I wish I could loose you again.
You're winning me over with everything you say.
You rip my heart right out.
You rip my heart right out.
When I let you closer, I only want you closer.
You rip my heart right out.
You rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, please don't, tell me now.
Yeah, if you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
If you love me at all.........





What do you do but live a day at a time and sigh just sigh

Goodbye Lyrics

Am I supposed to put my life on hold
Because you don't know how to act
And you don't know where your life is going
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone

Chorus:
I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
I got that new
I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye

Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you
I know you like the long 'do,
Had to switch my attitude up
Thinkin' of changing up how I ride, No more
On the passenger side
Too bad you miss out on the way that I drive it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone

Chorus:
I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
I got that new
I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye

Hey hey, hey hey hey
Goodbye

Chorus:
I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and just in case you're wondering
I got that new
I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye

Goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na
Hey hey hey
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye

I admit the first thoughts for the day today are I'm a shadow. I've become a shadow of once was and a will of what will be. I look to the stars in the dreams of some day and i breathe in the fable of tomorrow. I've realized that people are only human and that we make our own choices on many beliefs and or disbeliefs on so many different things. Culture. Religion. Society. Ethics. Philosophy. Aspects, and even by chance on a whim. We are the people we make ourselves. We make our choices and only we must live with them. We have power. I just think that lately, I've taken on the world and a lot to chew and don't really care how far it gets me at this point, I just want to do something new, fill my life with new people, and just keep on chuggin' on. I'm so stuck in what was and I realized that there is so much ahead of me, I am no where near the end of the road and I'm not sure why my brain puts me at an older level than where I am now. However I do not regret. I do not forsake and most of all I do not let the dreams go. I believe in life the result of what we experience and how we obtain that experience. We are the true holders of the cards, sometimes you aren't dealt what you want, and sometimes the game is hard, but in the end it's really worth the difficulty. You learn more about yourself and the results there after. You learn more about the game called life and the people involved. You realize to believe and stand firm in what you think is right and to imagine yourself better and greater than before. You let a friend cut all your hair off color it and straighten it so you become something new. You live. We live. We breathe. We see. We experience. We take it all in. Each moment of something done is life. Is a memory of something that will bring on a thought sometime soon. I understand a lot and I look at a lot that I don't understand, what I can tell you is that sometimes we are more than we think, we live more than we dream, and we breathe in more air than we can take, however this is all about the roads you take. The paths you allow yourself to travel or the people and things that happen along the way. You can not ever think that the shadows of once was were something to ever let go, or something to never look back on. I'm greatful for all of it. Tiny memories and moments make me who I am, make me strong, make me fall, make me be the person I am and not one once of sunshine can take that away from me. It's odd I know but in reality people are only human and sometimes humanity is something forsaken and ugly and thats okay with me. Sometimes people are ugly, and we make our own choices to be that and to be that kind of person. Ugly isn't as in beautiful because real beauty is putting others before you, is showing people you care, is helping a child learn sign language, is doing something for someone that needs something from you. Beauty is something that you share with people it's a gift inside you that you share. Some people are greedy, some people are rude, some people are petty and some are even crazy and some are all of that. However in order to by pass all of that you tell yourself that they're human and someday they'll realize just how wrong they are. Put others before you, Think about people before you do your actions or before you stomp out a shadow of you. How do you want to be treated? How do you want to be remembered? How do you want to pass your time in this world? How do you want to learn from experiences? Ugly people won't realize that power comes with being beauty and being beautiful isn't easy it comes with sacrifice. So what power do you bring to the table? What aspects of your life bring light in the dark and take the shadow of you away and the real you to the front? Decide I assume is your only option, for I realized a long time ago, that life is too short for much of anything else and realizing that is beauty in itself.